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Sunday, July 31, 2005
OMG WOEIXIN. YOU'RE MEAN. KICK YOU. i shall kick you tmr when i see you. and im bored by you, insipid arse. ((((((: haha. but you're still so cute((((((:! okay i had the intention to pon my jiang class today merely because the thought of having to walk to the mrt and change whatever lines scares me. :/ aye. im just lackadaisical. this senior citizen of about age 50-60 approached me somewhere near blk 522 when i was walking to hgang mrt and asked for directions. so i was kind so i brought her there (i had to walk slowly you see, cos if i walked at my usual rate she couldnt catch up and i would feel guilty and bad and it feels that im unwilling to help her. so HEY im willing to help her alright!) and so pretty much of my time was hmms okay today tuition was rather okay i guess. the topic was depression and stella, gena and i had slight depression which i assume is TRUE for me but rather untrue for the both of them (they always look so happy and carefree not like me who suffers from severe mood swings and then i snub people) and then there were some arses who totally dont suffer from any depression. whatever. gena dug her bag and she gave me a wilsons tennis ball! ((((: nice. she even self-autographed on it! HA. which didnt look really pleasant though. IM GONNA LEARN TENNIS SOMEDAY OKAY! anyway her brother seems different now from the last time i saw him in primary school. oh well. people DO change dont they. (i think i changed too, after hearing living testimonies) i couldnt recognise him! and he's abit dao isnt he. why dont you smile ((((((((((((((((: last time you were so childish and ehh, LIKE A SMALL BOY. YEAH. and so had tll today. it was funny. HA4HA4. elaine: do you know shirrrrrrrr...(something i couldnt hear very well) me: huh. elaine: uhh shirrrrrrr... me: HUH. elaine: (repeats herself) me: HUH HUH HUH?!?!?!?!? the rest of the class snickered cos we were talking relatively loudly. she's really funny. her reactions and expressions are SO AMUSING hohoho. and i have a serious condition of being hard-of-hearing. so PLEASE SPEAK LOUDER to all arses. i cant really hear you all very well. i was SUPPOSED TO have my wonderful haircut today but i guess the plan just backfired so i insisted that i have it tmr. ((((: i always have my way around. my mum just lent me her hp. yayyyyyyyyyyyyyy. my dad came to pick us up and then we went to attend my uncle's dad's funeral. in other words, my dad's cousin's father's funeral. haha ookay. and i learnt something today! I HAVE MANY COUSINS which i dont know. ((((: that's like, HA4HA4. it was lucky that i could understand hokkien and so i easily recognised what those aunties and uncles and senior citizens were gabbering about. they were gossiping i guess. if i didnt know the dialect i would have been lost in a sea of hokkien which i struggle to stay afloat. haha. ehh. sat there and ate peanuts, CURRY CHICKEN (rmb youfu's show?), those paus that we wrap with black sauce pork (they are fat..cos they have a lot of flabby disgusting yuckky fats) and drank water. oh it was okay. and i have alot of cousins! (i DID mention that didnt i?) ohhhhhh i did. hoho. im abit senile. my dad was telling the world about DUNMAN HIGH SCHOOL again. like it's THE WORLD so GOOD so BIG so ALMIGHTY so CLEVER so PRO. yadaaaa. telling them i had school tmr in the morning (DUH WHICH SEC SCH DOESNT HAVE SCHOOL IN THE MORNING?!) and that we had to get up early (that's an understatement as well) and that it was at tanjong rhu (which some uncle got mistaken for TANJONG RHU PRIMARY SCHOOL. HELLO? DO I LOOK THAT IMMATURE AND INFANTILE? no.) and that it had an IP (i was hoping he would say ZHI2 TONG1 CHE1 but he didnt and i assumed they didnt know what that was) and i guessed that from their looks that they didnt understand what's IP so he went further on to explain saying that i dont have to take the Olevels and go straight to Alevels and they nodded they heads in unison with approval. my dad was then satisfied and kept his mouth shut. thanks alot. for advertising dhs. i hope no stupid people would choose that place. YOU KNOW WHAT? WOEIXIN, IM SO GONNA KICK YOU TMR. THOUGH IM NOT VERY FREE. YOU SUCK BAD. and btw i loved your compliment that telling me something that i really should know that i am gay. thanks. really liked it. thankkkkkkkss. im gonna kick you even more tmr. okay YAY i still have ENGLISH to do for the night! it's 12.22am. (((((: IM HAPPY FOR MY HOMEWORK. yay. 11:47 PM
Saturday, July 30, 2005
i got my rubber bands. girl: hello how can i help you me: im here to collect my..ehh.. girl: oh the rubber bands right? hold on. what's the colour of the bag of rubber bands? me: HUH? colour?? i think it's transparent actually.. girl: huh. me: uhh it's the 3 times 16 one... girl: okay... (girl walks away.) (girl hands the packet of rubber bands to me and walks away.) me: ehh sorry can i have the blue colour thing inside? the one to hook the rubber bands..yeah that one? girl: huh. you that one also lost ah? me: yahhhh..sorry girl: okay LOL. okay the girl was the girl at the counter. haha. so i got my rubber bands. ooh. and i managed to hook them yay whippeee. i got the hang of it! (: now my teeth hurts. oh well. anyway i guess my plan did backfire so hohoho i dont know how either. hey but actually i found my shuomingwen to copy already wheets. so how did i spend my day? i mapled. haha. still quite lousy. cos the past week didnt really have the time to sit down and play properly. oh and i absolutely hate the gigantic mushrooms who look so adorable (looks are deceiving!) and they go bouncing around here and there. when im surrounded by a few of those kind im bound to die! each eats my life of about 20 so i die and i need to be revived. stupid frigging arses. HOW I WISHED I HAD A SLEEK AND STYLISH CAMERA OF MY OWN. actually i dont even own one, i mean my family. sadness. sadness. i remembered on several occasions that my mum told me she was contemplating of buying a digicam cos we will be going overseas soon (i think sept holidays, but im not sure if we're going?) and then we would have to take pictures blah blah. OKAY I REALLY WANT ONE PRETTY BADLY. she told me she would buy a new phone (whatever i want) provided i do well for EOY (which is apparently..not possible). AND YES I SERIOUSLY NEED A HAIRCUT ASAP. but i haven got an ideal hairstyle in mind. (im gonna cut punky again..i dont care about the school, twc and my mum who says she doesnt want punky one cos twc complained but actually she likes it better than normal ones so TWC SHUTTUP DONT COMPLAIN MY HAIR'S PERFECTLY NORMAL AND ACCEPTABLE!) and then i would get caught by kiw. (i suppose he's retiring soon? whoohoo!) when i think about my so-called-jc-life in dhs i would LAUGH sarcastically. C'MON MAN. dhs is known for it's WELL-BEHAVEDNESS and NERDY WEARING OF UNIFORM. and if mr sng allows year5,6 students to wear skirts above their knee, colored socks and shoes, anyhow-do-your-hairdo-no-one's-gonna-care....CAN YOU IMAGINE? HA! oh well. 2 more years with my lovely DHS white top blue bottom kind of uniform. and i think i seriously need a new set of uniform cos my pe shirt is like dirty, my uniform has been 'painted' with acrylic and the same to my skirt so..haha. and plus my shoes. they are like DIRTY. socks too i need new ones. okay i just feeling like sleeping. I DONT HAVE AN ACCEPTABLE HP TO USE NOW... (it must be fast, T9-abled, types at a reasonably fast rate, has ample memory, a camera, a BIG screen) oh well. it's all my fault. (i like my mum's phone though i find it hard to use initially but it types quite quickly!) so. mum. OKAY? (she said no and demanded her hp back after i kupped it for two days..im stuck with my pathetic old panasonic with a cam but small screen and no T9 and it types like a turtle crawling..) no choice lorh. 7:38 PM
i've realised that my life has been really messed up and inorganized recently. for example, i haven't been finishing all my work on time, not piaing like shit for tests etc. okay lets see. lit review, 2 geog articles, copying of shuo ming wen, jap homework, pros and cons of residing in a student hostel, art, ACC PROJECT, tll homework (i need to get myself cracking on writing argumentative and expository essays or else i will lag behind when school forces us to write.) yadayada- things i must do this weekend. well okay im gonna play for awhile then go to the dentist to get my elastics and when i come back i will coop myself in my ever stuffy room which is like uber-messy now and DO HOMEWORK, STUDY STUDY STUDY, PIA FOR CHINESE TEST, REVISE MY HOMEWORK etc. (: what a nice plan for the future. so much for it, i still think it would backfire. oh well. all in all. I NEED TO WORK EXTRA EXTRA HARD TO BE IN THE ZENITH POSITIONS IN THE CLASS. i hate to be ostracised by my peers saying that im stupid. sucks. and i hate losing, in case you dont know. i hate losing extremely. and furthermore im dont contemplate the idea of being no. 15 or even more backward as i slack more and my results drop more. i hate it. oh well. i think this is a scary entry, considering what i had just wrote. LOL. okay what lemme change the atmosphere around. some random pictures that i chanced upon and took a liking to it.  nice cool picture hoho. BASKETBALL ultimateness.  okay feltay will love this. TEDDY.  i absolutely love this picture.  (:  oh i saw this pink puma bag a girl was carrying and i liked it alot! though i aint really am a fan of pink.  and you indeed are.  i betcha suck too. BECAUSE MAYBE, YOU'RE GONNA BE THE ONE WHO SAVES ME? <33i know you will. i should adopt qiannie's I-MUST-WORK-HARD attitude. 10:38 AM
Friday, July 29, 2005
OKAY what. i think i have had enough. FUCK YOU LAH. fuck all of you two bastards. i dont care about your preference already. SUCK CAN. anyway im not much affected by it like i was affected at the starting of the year, but now i have turned emotionless and decided WHY SHOULD I i have other better things to look after... and i have NICER THINGS happening around me so WHAT i dont care i pretend not to care i dont feel like caring dont ruin my good mood fuckers. after a series of serious observation i have concluded a few points: but i shant state here IN CASE the ass reads it and TADA im gonna have my head off me. and hell pounding my life. OKAY. so i feel sad for you reading this you cant have access into my deepest thoughts so far. it's the thing that pisses me off 100% making me blow my top and suck my day goes haywire hoho. BYE . 11:11 PM
HO i just reached home. went for monfort's renaissance night, the eldds thing, just now which darren bugged me (maybe bugged is not that an appropriate of a word..) to go since a few weeks ago and OKAY LORH i went. ALONE. noobish. whatever. well okay. today was a simply messy and confusing day. i was late for school and i got booked by the SCs. i dont care. during the entire journey to school, i was busy trying to hook the stupid rubber band into my teeth but to no avail. i was super pekchek. and during double geog i was also trying to hook and i guessed that ms ng must be thinking what the hell was i up to?! alright i was super pekchek and i didnt get the last one hooked in the end, so..oh well. too bad. OH AND I JUST LOST MY WHOLE PACKET OF RUBBER BANDS. WTH! so i suppose i have to make a trip to the dentist again to get a new packet ? hoho. oh and yeap got back geog test i think i did fairly well. i wrote utter gibberish. hoho. during pe i flared up for no reason and started being ap. SORRY QIANNIE AND THOSE I AP-ED. (: and i flunked my math test. plus physics test. totally. really. wholly. im gonna fail. seriously. :( LOL you know every english lesson i will at least get maligned by ms wee once? not fair. :/ aww. i shant say anything. and me qiannie and 2A guys bballed after school. not bad it was pretty fun. (: ziren's laughter is utterly gay. oh well. stupid arse. had co. dazu was enjoyable. it's definitely more enjoyable than fenzus which last for like 3 over boring hours with mary. aww man. today's dazu was rather slack for us. then had this stupid zhaoji with ttk- which ate up of my time. he yada yada talk crap for like almost a whopping two hours and i was busy complaining about him below because i was going to be late for the concert. oh man he's sucha crapper who goes beating around the bush and hence i conclude that after listening to his so-called-lecture i dont learn a thing but instead i wasted my time doing something not worthed. something worthed=sleeping. hoho. took bus with wangwang yuntong and jocelyn. jocelyn's laughter is THE GAYEST LAUGHTER I HAVE EVER HEARD on the entire planet. was on the bus all the way to serangoon then changed mrt. and drats i met my stupid sis on the mrt. SO GAY. so i went home, showered, ate my dinner. everything was done in a rush. and when i was done i ran there. oh well. okay the concert was not bad i must say. i liked the merchant of venice one the most because i know the story for MOV and i have to admit it's super hilarious. funny arses. OHHHH IM SO TIRED I NEED SLEEP. NAT POLLUTED MY MSN MSGR CAN. WTH. *fav hobby - observing all arses to identify single/double eyelid. (hor hor feltay....) 10:42 PM
Thursday, July 28, 2005
SIGH. okay what, this's the first time im watching superstar or whatever you call it. and ya? it's the results and it's my first episode of superstar that im watching. it's really stupid when i think of it. LOL i am very very commentless. and i realised i really have a very bad memory. what i'd just memorised some moments ago i cant rmb the next minute i look at the thing again and rarrhhhhhh tell me where could this get me to- NOWHERE and FAILURE. ahhhhhhhh! I WANT TO SLEEP IM SO TIRED I WANNA DIE. oh yes i forgot to say this in my previous entry. today during flag-raising mr sng wore a solemn expression on his face. and then he told us that this ex-dhs guy (he's in poly now i guess) has met with a car accident. actually to be precise it's some 20ton truck incident and now he's in a really bad state. it's seriously sad to hear such a devastating news. damned. life's just not fair. IM SO SLEEPY AND TIRED... god. you know i was eating and i swallowed one of my rubber bands. DOTS. i think im really off to sleep . really tired. and im really gonna fail my tests tmr. im gonna fail my whole life away... rarh. 11:41 PM
HA MY SISTER IS LIKE TOTALLY SCREWED CAN. she was singing in the toilet when i came back from the dentist. and when she came out of the toilet she was still singing and talking to herself, as if she has an invisible friend or sorts. haha. even after switching the lights on and after the computer made a hella noise she still didnt realise my existence. HOW GAY IS THAT. anyway i didnt get my black and pink braces. it's baby blue plus a few orange with THREE RUBBER BANDS at inappropriate places in my mouth which causes alot of weirdness yadayada. i think my chinese is like very very lousy. i think i screwed tingxie. i think i speak chinese in the weirdest manner in this 14years. hohoho. HO so okay ms wee was happily picking on me again. and damned, PLEASE dont pick me for the dunno what-the-hell oratorical contest or what! *i hate it* just pick eugene- dont have to think about it or have any doubts or hesitation. cos i think i will definitely screw it too, plus the rubber bands in my mouth are causing loads of discomfort. AHHH. oh i forgot to mention qiannie came back to school. YOU MUST TAKE CARE. (: kiw didnt come for music today and it was taken over by another guy. it was rather boring though compared to our previous lessons. hmm. so all the lessons were all kinda boring. had japanese today. also damned boring can. fire drill today. so stupid and gay the drill sound haha. and we kinda got lost and lost our class. hohoho. also had quiz today and i screwed it totally. rarh. have this sudden urge to drop jap. and to drop school and to pon all EOY exams which are like around the corner. the thought of studying till i flop makes me sick and tired. DAMN. and what. i hate the 2100. it sucks. types at a snail's pace and the inbox opens damn slowly and the screen is super tiny and the keypad is so unnice to use. I HATE IT! i love my siemens. GET WELL SOON YOU SIEMENS DARLIN' (((((((: THE FIRE BURNS EVEN WILDER; yay i think i got over you HA you ass i wanna kick you just get lost okay. AND HAA THE FIRE BURNS- IMALOVIN'IT (: and i realise i dont hate anyone in this world. yay. HUGE PASSION SUDDENLY. ON A HAPPY AND GAY STRIKE. you make my life. YOU are my entire life. (: HEY SO THE DEPRESSION IS GONE AYE. it's really gone. now comes a strong fight to survive. i think i will drown in this battle. lol it know it doesnt make sense to you HA nvm. oh gotta pia for two tests tmr! sian. 8:17 PM
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
HELLO im blogging again. okay what. you know. my hp is really screwed. as in, the scroll, the keypad, the battery thingy (which was screwed no thanks to nat and qiannie hoho) so HA i've finally made this really important decision to send it for repairs! AYE. the scroll's totally cracked now. the 0 button feels funny when i press it. i open the cover of my phone and out flies the battery. and now im using a 2100. (YAY OOKAY GENA WE HAVE THE SAME KIND OF HP...BLACK&WHITE HP HOHO!) this is when i realise i really love my siemens hp- it really rocks! HA. that's like uber-gay. ohwell. i wonder how much longer i will have to bear with 2100. it's like .... so funny and weird. ARGH. whatever. -IM OBEDIENT AND I SHANT COMPLAIN- :X 10:43 PM
HELLOS. it's a neutral day today. i took cab to school in the morning damned the taxi driver very gay can. he drove that long long way through the whole stretch of serangoon or what. as in, like 147's route. pass by bowen sec and then turn into serangoon blah blah blah. omg. and it was jammed pack full with loads of cars. plus the traffic lights were going red. red. red. red. and it made me very pekchek. ass. doesnt he know how to drive through kovan and up that long long flyover which can save my time and save my money. stupid ass. then i was almost late for school cos of that stupid taxi driver. he's such an idiot. first lesson was double math, ms ngau's period. we did some group project thing and jolene and i were attempting to finish up our math ex 12b then ms ngau kept lurking around and then suddenly outta the blue she appeared from nowhere to check on our progress and damned my math was on the table for the world to see and jolene that ass kept hers in the nick of time. wl. and then ms ngau was quite irate with our group. mainly because we didnt do much. screwed our cone and then the pyramid thing. we didnt have the mood to do group work or what sorts. actually we're just plain slackers. lol. after she finished reprimanding us for our lousy progress and blah blah blah, she turned to me and said in a cross manner. "KEEP." and i was like very PAISEH. then after she walked away we all snickered and i was like so amused. dots. hmm nothing much happened today. boring day with boring lessons apparently. needless to say matter. then some teacher came in during twc's period and then said mdm nora wasnt coming for our double lit afternoon lesson today and then we all were like "YAYYYYYY YAY YAY!". twc witnessed this scene and said "wah you all dont go out and 'wild' around. i shall call all of your houses at 3.20 to check if you all are at home" in chinese of course. everyone rolled their eyes. who would be so GAY and BOLIAO to ever do that? crazy. -_-" so after school bballed and oh god i had a wonderful time gaying around and laughing at MY OWN JOKES dorts. IM SO NARCISSTIC AND EGOISTIC. pardon me. LOL. funny. very long time never play bball already. miss it alot. (: bballed until about 3 then everyone left for their 'own activities' or what-ever. left nat's bball at stall one uncle's stall. hmm. ms tan was convinced that nat didnt write that F*** YOU on her bball when she spotted it accidentally (i knew from her expression that nat and her bball were gonna be in deep soup so i hurriedly hid behind jing) because nat looked innocent and SHE'S HARPING ON THE 'FACT' THAT SHE LOOKS INNOCENT THE WHOLE ENTIRE DAY. whatever! looks ARE deceiving. REALLY this is one true living example. haaaaa. and i love niaoing people. HA. you should be honoured to be niaoed by me cos i've been in a serious solemn mood these few days (according to mantou) and being niaoed by me means that im feeling GAY and HIGH. dorts. what am i talking about? NVM. i copied pat's geog wb so YAY i dont have to do already! oh yes erhu today. commentless and neutral. after that went to the library to get some books. lol. was super tired by the time i crawled home. and im so tired now! and there's so much homework! how glorious indeed! (: 7:16 PM
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
it's another bad day alright. awww! what. i screwed my hp. YAY. i spilt oil deliberately on it and then in a frantic attempt to clean the oil off i might have exerted a little too much of a force and TADA my hp scroll dropped out hohoho. so i used a scotchtape to secure it. THERE. (= it feels funny with the scotchtape taped down there but im left with no choice. i shall pester my folks to get me a new hp sometime later. now i will have to contend with this unpretty thing on my phone. and the possibility that the scotchtape might disattach with the scroll and there goes the whole phone. (: aww. umm anyway i REALLY screwed my jap test. it's been the lousiest so far in two years. yay congrat me. hohoho. and i was feeling pretty bad for the whole day and had this stupid ap look on my face which i think offended many but i aint gonna say sorry. just you wish laaa fat hope. during jap i was feeling super pissed at NOTHING (lol sorry feltay) and then i went in quite early and did math which kinda triggered more anger. LOL. i need anger-management class very badly. hmm gena said i was hot (as in TEMPERATURE) when she touched my hand DOTS. okay to tell the truth i was really really pekchek today. from the moment i woke up to the minute im typing this. RARH. everything's just going wrong wrong wrong oh damnit. i could not agree more with auddie that since tltm ended the days are going a slow downhill robbing everyone of smiles and injecting pain and suffering into our blood. aww man. things like this, and that, and these and those are all causing the inner eruption. ohhhhh noooooo. well okay nothing was enjoyable today. blah blah blah. the morning was coupled with heavy rain. freaking cold. today i actually carried out an experiment successfully singlehandedly with jinghuan the sleepyhead slacking over there cos she complained the minute she exchanged places with nat."OOI FLEA YOU HOR ALWAYS DO EXPERIMENTS SLACK DE LORH TEACHER GIVING INSTRUCTIONS THERE THEN YOU HERE DUNNO DOING WHAT THEN EVERYTIME BLUR BLUR DE" and i proved her wrong whahaha. (: YOU SLACKER. i like physics. yay. &qiannie didnt come to school today. you takare you ass. (: we all need you around. and i was PISSED. PISSED. PISSED. and there was nothing wonderful to crap about. and there was nothing nice to be happy about. and there was only the word "PISSED" in my mind and i had this stupid gay look on my stupid face. "I FEEL AP-DONT TALK TO ME I WILL ROAR AT YOU!" ************** LOL OKAY so i see someone's obsessed AGAIN ! kick that stupid habit and quit it. period. ahhh i might just be sarcastic and scream at you cos im PISSED full-stop. i think i stormed into jap class with an ultimate AP look today. IT WAS SCARY RIGHT. haha. 7:19 PM
Monday, July 25, 2005
it was a super bad day. >< i had a major headache in the morning. then blah blah blah co sucked i must say i couldnt catch up with everyone. hate to be lagged behind. then co ended late. i took cab down to hougang lol the fare was like 11.30 EXPENSIVE cos i spent like all my money. damn shitass. now i really have to feed on dung. HA congratulate me. the day turned sour at that point of time. aww. aww. aww. oh goddamnit end the year quickly i cant take it no longer i might just explode one day. and okay. the homework is piling up. projects and assignments yadayada. damn idiot. like im loving it. oh well. do i have the mood to play games and crap around today? NO. BYE. GO AND DIE SUCKERS. im so tired im breaking down. 8:52 PM
Sunday, July 24, 2005
HELLO TO ALL IDIOTS READING THIS. and im dissed. and irate. SINGAPOREANS ARE CRUDE. AND KIASU. very. im speechless and dumbfounded. oh well. shant talk about it. today was tuition day! i realised my english is like BLEAH. meaning LOUSY. anyway, im gonna starve for the whole week. my allowance for this week's almost finished. oh god. 9:11 PM
HELLO TO ALL IDIOTS READING THIS. I HATE HOMEWORK. and that's the end of it. I HATE HOMEWORK and I HATE TLTM. okay i seriously think today's gonna be a tough day for me. the night's gonna be hard-to-endure and ugh, my dad's not coming back tonight i suppose and i have to wake up at an unearthly 5am tomorrow and be on my way to school at 6am, struggling with the crowd and blending my sleepiness into the morning air. boo! i keep thinking that i can stall for time, cos there isnt geog tomorrow, there isnt lit tomorrow either. but still, there's chinese and how am i gonna pass up my sihan and the four people project work?! oh god. oh no oh no oh no i think i am really gonna be in hot soup slacking aint right oh no oh no oh no. see what i have gotten myself into. blimey. oh well. started playing maple story today and i have to admit, i am still a noob at it! only at a pitiful level 5 and killing snails and mushrooms is the gayest thing i have ever heard but i'll still stick to it and see what's in store for me cos i havent gotten to know the game very well. hmm. if you wanna add me im fleaa (it's rather apparent it's me though) and you'd see me struggle in jumping and damned i wanna curse this stupid girl who saw me having failed attempts at jumping from one stone to another but it seems that i've gotten the hang of it so...GO TO HELL YOU IDIOT! okay. i shall try to exercise my 'anti-profanties' campaign which seemed to backfire ages ago. thanks to some idiots who kinda influenced me. and i shant state who. HA. anyway, i forgot to add in yesterday that i have finished reading harry potter and the half-blood prince and it ROCKS all the way until the end and i have to say it SUCKS oh yeah the ending SUCKED! how could dumbledore die? it dampens the whole book and im still surprised and shocked as well. dumbledore died, he did and oh god i cant believe it it's so .. weird. and why malfoy and snape werent caught? i thought all books have good endings. oh well. maybe there jk rowling just wants to make sure fans of harry potter catch the next book..and im sure gonna buy the next one! (: cos i wanna see snape get caught. yay. okay but this book is still worthed it but the ending's abrupt and weird weird weird. that's all. i have tuitions later. wet-blankets! i should go prepare now. bye to all idiots and muacks. 12:29 PM
Saturday, July 23, 2005
im dissed by indecisive brats. oh well. did you watch the news? if you didnt, MAKE SURE YOU WATCH THE NEXT ONE! today's dhs open house and we're on the headlines on tv news. yeah today we finally officially announce to the country that we're full-school ip. okay i didnt do anything today. just started downloading maple and it has been going on for like 6 hours im getting pretty impatient here. o yay okay finished downloading! muacks im off to dinner. (: 6:29 PM
Friday, July 22, 2005
MORE QUIZZES! (i know i am gay, lame and boliao but....oh well just bear with me) Crossing a River Here is the analysis: When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you make opportunities to interact with many people through club activities or a hobby, then select someone you like. The Most Miserable You are basically a person who enjoys reminiscing. You are a very emotional person indeed, easily influenced by people and your surroundings. For example, if society is sad about the death of famous people, you will share these sentiments, or when watching a sad movie, you will be so engrossed that you will end up being sadder than the main actors in the movie. YOUR LOVE Are you a very confused person?Sometimes you like to be left alone.Sometimes you want to be loved.Sometimes you need him or her.Sometimes you don't.Does it sound familiar? Psychological Test Here is the analysis: You are easy to understand. How ambitious you are depends on the height that you answered, which is: summit. You try to please everyone, the size of this personality as seen by others is big. Glass means fragile personality. You are also down-to-earth. You are an opportunist. Your best friend is the one you need when you are in trouble. What is your spending style? Your smart spending score: 47% You are an average person. Your spending is in line with the amount of money you have. You would save when required and spend when necessary. What are you going to do on Sunday? Here is the analysis: About money, you save for a rainy day. well okay i dont! Sunday is the day you are free to use however you want. Having freedom to do whatever you want is like having money to spend. Becoming good at managing your finances is an important step towards independence. What do you think of your money spending habits? I RARELY SAVE. DORTS. The cave you'd like to visit It's about your spending habit:Your spending pattern is always in sync with your income. You know what and how to spend. oh yes indeed! hoho. What Would You Do? Do you have a chance with the one you love?You have no confidence. You try to take chances but always miss them since you are too scared to really jump in and try. In any case, if you don't make any efforts to meet people, no relationship is going to get started. 10:09 PM
HOMEWORK GALORE. ENGLISH ; 6 people in a group. 8 articles review. CHINESE ; 4 people in a group. some immigration thing. CHINESE ; individual. sihan. LITERATURE ; individual. 4 websites review. and website evaluation list. GEOGRAPHY ; 2 graphic organisers. and one comic strip. ACC ; presentation's on wednesday. got nothing done. nothing at all. ART ; complete half of that hideous painting. D&T ; complete that stupid paper. the drawings. MATH ; review questions 2 dued on monday. that piece of paper i think it's due on monday too. to tell the truth, i've got nothing done. absolutely nothing. WOW yay congrat me. i still have question 3 of math review question 2 left. and the rest is like ... damned. i didnt even touched them. yay okay who wants to volunteer to do survey for me!? anyway, it's the VJC VIP test tomorrow. big day for applicants, as in those who are yearning desperately to get in. hmm. :/ oooh. im still not sure if we're gonna do project after their test tomorrow but, i wanna give the project a miss. im feeling really lazy, and im feeling that my homework needs me more than the project does. one week of tltm is barely enough! look there are 7 days in a week. tltm starts on monday. i did project on monday, that's like one whole day gone. i had jap on tuesday. another day gone. wednesday i had erhu and i waited in vain for gena, so there goes another one. had jap on thurs, vanished day. friday, i decided to give co a miss though i was pretty sure i could make it there after eforum, for dazu. saturday and sunday left and it's apparent that my sunday is gone. so it's just today and tomorrow. oh well. i didnt do much today. i did some math like what i had said earlier and i read harry potter from 4.10 all the way to 7 and i wanna say IT ROCKS (x ! too bad auddie didnt get the book.. awww. i shall savour the last 130 pages slowly. whee! maybe i will contemplate reading it a second time, provided that i have ample time to waste and rock away, which i reckon i dont. utter sadness. school starts on monday. BOO. TEACH LESS, HOMEWORK MORE. oh this rocks! we students of dhs totally love this! damned i really wanna play bball now! havent played it for like, 2 weeks? oh man! 8:44 PM
10 REALLY RANDOM THINGS ABOUT ME 10 - i just entered rubbish in the forum. :/ 09 - i dont think im good at basketball, seriously. 08 - i dont like the colour of my braces anymore. oh well im gonna change them soon. 07 - i have mood swings. which leads to happy days and bad days. 06 - i feel kinda cheated by someone. 05 - i wanna know the reason behind THAT. 04 - i am no good in studies. actually im no good in everything. i dont have any specialties. 03 - i sometimes can be really vulgar. 02 - i aint happy when you see me happy. 01 - i hate two particular people in my life. no, make it three. 9 WAYS TO WIN MY HEART 09 - crap and laugh with me 24hour. 08 - never make me feel bored, or make me think that you're absolutely boring. 07 - dont keep giving into me. 06 - play basketball with me. play any sport with me. 05 - dont attempt to put on a cool front, be youself. 04 - pls dont be an ahbeng, and dont try to act cute like what girls do. 03 - un-despo. uptofate. 02 - argue with me over trivial matters. 01 - i dont know what to put for this. maybe, have a nice and cool hairstyle?! (i have no preferences) 8 THINGS I CARRY/WEAR EVERYDAY 08 - that particular bag. 07 - handphone. 06 - wallet. 05 - keys. 04 - didum. 03 - wax. LOL. 02 - a pen/pencil. 01 - a book. o.O" 7 THINGS THAT ANNOY ME 07 - DESPO GIRLS AND GUYS. irritating. 06 - when people talk about things i dun know in front of me. 05 - homework. and projects. those asses just refuse to do a thing. rarh. 04 - when im having a bad day and the world seems to turn upside down, against me. 03 - when im off at bball. 02 - my mum and my sis. including my dad. we just had an argument last night. 01 - when i keep probing and they wont budge/ try to avoid the topic. 6 PLACES I'VE VISITED OR INTEND TO 06 - japan. 05 - china 04 - korea 03 - australia. 02 - usa. 01 - paris. 5 THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE 05 - i want to know the utmost reasons. WHY. 04 - i want to tell those fkg people off. ASS! 03 - i want to be a successful person. makg mega bucks. 02 - i want to tell all my friends how much i appreciated them. 01 - i want to, i really want to know the REASON! 4 THINGS I'M AFRAID OF 04 - defeat. 03 - facing up to reality. 02 - asking questions i want to ask for a really long time. 01 - things that make me sad. 3 THINGS I DO EVERYDAY 03 - eat. drink. 02 - chatting on9 01 - staring at THAT. 2 THINGS I'M TRYING NOT TO DO NOW 02 - to think about it. 01 - tltm hw. im supposed to do btw. 1 PERSON I WANT TO SEE NOW 01. (: 12:44 PM
Thursday, July 21, 2005
ALFALFAL. or is it alphiphi. or alfilfil. or alphapha. i seriously dont know! and i always get corrected. when posed this question by gena, 'Do you think NTUC sells alfalfal?' and theres was a twist of confusion on my face coupled with a barrage of question marks. 'WHAT THE HELL IS ALFALFAL? ISSIT EVEN EDIBLE? DEAR LORD.' it's a kind of vegetable. i dont know what she wants it for. guess it's some science presentation at vjc tomorrow. oh well. we found it at junction 8's ntuc but gena concluded it was way too costly and suggested hougang mall's ntuc. ($2.20 for a pathetic box. and i think it doesnt taste really pleasant..) we were rather sure that it was available there. but it ran out of stock! what luck! okay among the three i was the earliest for our 'lunch date' today. we ate yoshinoya. i enjoyed it alot. (: it has been my all-time favourite fast-food restaurant so far. yay. i had salmon and beef combo which totalled up to $7.40 which is damned ex. (it's even more than a day's allowance in my case!) hmm. then we took some neoprints which were totally unsatisfactory. unpleasant to the eye. dorts. :X im gonna hide them 'dangerously' somewhere in the corner of the house so there might be a possibility that it might get trampled over an elephant (my sis) or maybe some lizard or what will leave it's faeces on it. eww. god im feeling HIGH! right. had some really interesting eye-candy there. got a little electirified aye feltay? then went we left, we fancied the idea of stalking people. and so we carried out our 'plan'. :X i went to get my long-awaited mcflurry at the bishan bus interchange. and we sat there. and they watched me eat my ice-cream which had brown crispy bites swooshed all around it. yummilicious. (: and we even got yaolu and chenying to come sit with us. (cos they were on their way to moelc too) and we sat there. waited. waited. waited. finished mcflury. waited for a little while longer. 2.30 was drawing near. so we left for moelc. LOL. hmm lucky that we left! xD JAP lesson was utterly boring today. :\ hmm. after jap gena and i walked to bishan to get the ALFALFAL (or what-ever! but she didnt get them in the end..) and then we bought mangoes! (: they werent too sweet though, what a pity. my ideal mangoes: SWEET. JUICY. SOFT. NOT A TINGE OF SOURNESS. LEAVES THE TASTE LINGERING MAGICALLY THROUGHOUT YOUR TONGUE AND MOUTH. oh well. those didnt make me feel that way. we are noobs when it comes to groceries. dorts. so we chose the nicest-smelling and yellowest mangos and bought them. they were rather expensive though, for this kinda average quality. and gena bought her cabbage, which i rummaged through the baskets for the cheapest. (and so i reckon it wont taste nice then..) :D gena was behaving obscenely today in public. mind you it's PUBLIC and not my house or what. she was peeling mango in public (with her teeth) and then spitting the peeled skin into the plastic bag and then taking bite after bite on the mango. and people were looking. no wait, they were practically staring. it was luck that the bus uncle didnt catch us bringing the half-peeled mango up the bus (i plunged my hand down and tried to cover the mango as much as possible) and we took the back seats. there was this uncle seated at the other far end of the back row eyeing us suspiciously. (gena said he might write a report to SPH and complain how obscened we were behaving so we hurriedly took down our dhs badges for fear he might include these three words 'dunman high school' and the principal will freak out..) we went to hougang mall in an attempt to get the ALFALFAL but to no avail. hmm. i bought honey-glazed chicken wings! yummy. (: and then we headed home. YAY. another day. just like that- POOF- gone. i will ponder about the words you said. i DO believe in astrology. REALLY. hmm. okay i shall read more about it. looks like it's REALLY fated i ran into 'their kind' everywhere i go. and damned. i already had an encounter with IT so i wont be having anymore similar encounters i daresay? alright. anyway. there is a possibility im moving away for good and i'll never return to the place called 'hougang' ever again. :( well okay i told you i was damned sad. lol. hmm. hougang mall is sucha wonderful place, filled with memories. SAD! damn it's really something worthed to be sad over. hmm. better treasure this place. (there might be this possibility that im not moving too but it's most likely im moving so... sigh.) 6:37 PM
Did some quizzes in the early morning today. Yeah you can see from the time, it's rather unearthly if you didnt have school today and this timing is actually perfect for snoozing your day away off into a bright lovely afternoon which will lead to some boring jap lessons eventually. Oh well i dont really know what im talking about. HMM im going out for lunch later hurray. (= What type of personality do you have? Bright and Cheerful You are always cheerful and charming. You never get too serious with people when they're around, but when you are alone, you think carefully about what they have said. That's because you don't want anyone to see you being too somber. Your personality means you have a lot of friends and you are often the center of attention. Many people who fall into this category become artists and movie stars, perhaps fame could be yours in the future as well. hmm dorts. -_-" Your Sixth Sense Your Sixth Sense Score: 67% You are reasonable and won't get blown by temptations. However, you might miss some great opportunities. quite true alright..i just any-o-how filled clicked the questions! The Eating Test You are generally a calm person. You get excited when your favorite band is in town, when you are going on a date with your partner or when you and your friends are dancing. Your friends mean everything to you. You hate it when the summer is over. rather true. You like art, and some poetry. i like art?! oh well a little. You can throw a party, or help a friend put one together. im lazy to so.. You usually have no trouble finding dates, but you occasionally hit a dry spell. do i have dates?! -_-" You like the outdoors, usually, and rainy weather doesn't bother you. rainy weather DOES bother me sometimes.. You sometimes get jealous of people who are smarter or better looking than you, but you wouldn't hold it against them if you got to know them. yeah hmm.. You are on good terms with your parents, even though they annoy you once in a while. i just argued with my dad last night. he was pissing me off totally. People tend to think you are reliable and trustworthy. yeah right as if.. You like animals. i kill ants.xD The five-question personality test 1.Your ideal mate is gentle and sweet. i have no preferances. 2.You always compare yourself with others. You make your wishes too difficult to come true. sad to say this is entirely true! 3.No effort, no success. That's your attitudes towards success. hmm not really. looks like i chose the wrong answer. 4.You realize that there are always ups and downs. Joy and sorrow are constant companions. YEAH. joy and sorrow, what a heavenly perfect match! 5.You are emotional, sincere and optimistic. ms wee says im temperamental. o.o" im not optimistic. never. dorts. Who's Your Type? A person who is kind and generous is attractive to you. i dont mind anything as long as he's nice and can click with me. hmmmmm. im still an immature juvenile brat! so i dont really wanna think about all these. tata. How attractive are you? Not Bad You are not much attractive to the opposite sex. oh how jubilant! However, you still have something so special, which makes them like to get along with you. like what?! You are an honest person and have a unique way of seeing things. OH HOW UNTRUE! Your friends see you as a quite friendly person. this is true...hahas. Emotion Test Your emotional controlled rate: 23% You are definitely very uptight. oh yes. You really do need to allow your emotions to flow out a little. i cant?! there will be undesirable things happening. There isn't anything really wrong in allowing people to know how you feel. hmm. maybe. The more you struggle to restrain your natural impulses, the more likely it is that those impulses will damage your health. im unhealthy then. Do not advise anybody in social matters. i only listen to people talk cock about their sucky problems which makes my life go downnn. ass. You are not a good social advisor. i know that! my thoughts dont flow well with the blood in my brain. in short im a nerdy ass who thinks things in a square and obsolete manner. (x that's all for this morning. come come let us take a look at our going-to-be class tee.  click HERE for a larger image. keewei: *sends file over* me: *receives file & opens it* me: eww why the tee so gay?! keewei: huh. it's the design you chose what.. me: ehh. okays. nvm. we'll be getting this gay tee on the 5th of august. right. i cant wait to wear it! (this is meant to be sarcastic if you ass dont get it..) right. it looks like a blogskin! shall i get someone who owns a scanner to scan it into the computer for me so that i can use it as a skin?! 2A CLASS TEE. i dont wanna pass any nasty critiques (i know im evil though..) oh well. about 3 months left for 2A'2005 so better keep my bloody mouth shuttttt whahahas. :X okay i will wear it! im hungry but i cant eat until lunch. i will snatch food like a rampant ass salvaging anything edible that i run into. xD currently on page 219, chapter 11 of the book. damn im a real slow reader. 8:22 AM
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
HELLO TO ALL READING THIS. well i had erhu today. it was okay i guess. =/ mary has inherited this gay habit of JUNMIN and HUILING of calling me DAHEI and clarence XIAOHEI. -_-" DORTS. then i took 51 back to hougang interchange. and then i took 80 to compasspoint. was supposed to meet gena and rayson there. oh well. damn. when i move im really gonna miss this place. sad. it's like, im not moving any nearby place like sengkang, kovan, serangoon etc, im like moving across singapore. the feeling sucks. like a total stranger to a new place which i probably wont get used to it. my parents apparently dont like living in hougang so the idea of moving perks them up and it somehow makes me happy too but on the contrary im sad as well. rarh. i dont really fancy the idea of moving to a weird place far far away. though it's gonna be reality real soon... umm i met up with rayson. chin boon was with him and they played scissors paper stone to decide if chinboon should go home or wait for gena. rayson lost so he went home. -_-" haha. and so we stood there and waited. waited. waited. looked at people. haha. looked at some bikers do gay stunts. gena didnt turn up at 5.50. she didnt turn up at 6.15 either. neither did she turn up at 6.30. i went home at 6.30 and left poor rayson there waiting. think she came about 7.10. LOL. super late. lucky i went home. oh how great i just finished science! as in, i re-designed the whole thing and i assume it looks better? (to me, but im not sure about the rest) IT'S CHIONGGGING TIME! xD not that i like it, im forced to do it. rarh. 9:23 PM
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
I WALKED IN THE RAIN AND GOT MYSELF FREAKING WET AND SO HA IM SICK. (x do i love being sick? you answer that. (: EHH I SCREWED MY JAP CA4. CONGRATS. yes i really AM gonna flop. i was supposed to wake up at 6.30am today but i guess i didnt hear my hp alarm ring so ohwell. hmm. i sort of got startled by nothing at 11.58am and i woke up, checked my hp and GOSH it was 11.58! nearly 12 and so i fumbled out of bed and went to cook some not-so-appetising lunch and then studied the remaining things for jap and poof off i went to bishan. bishan was very crowded when i alighted. infested with schoolkids. like ri, rjc, chs, whitley and some other nearby schools. then it started drizzling. i was still having this mindset that a drizzle wasnt gonna kill and it will go away soon. then it transformed into huge platters of raindrops and YAY YAY I GOT WET so happy -_-". lol. i was wet like a sponge that needed squeezing out when i reached moelc. dots. lol. rushed in for jap. yeo sensei was like =O when she saw me. god. a slight headache soon came to me and i had a hard time doing my jap test. aye. =/ now im gonna flop. lalala- yay and something 'exciting' happened. agree, feltay? (: took 53 and it happened to be huiwen's bday today and she wanted to take neos so i suggested KOVAN. haha. okay we went there, took neos. PINK NEOS. oh god damnit, i looked gay as ever. and yes it's really true! i shall upload a neo of nat and i here. PS: DO NOT FREAK OUT.  okay whatever! IM GAY and then NAT insists that this is NICE and i look oh yes. where was i? oh! we bought sushi. NICE. then walked back and i went home. YAY. (: HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF-BLOOD PRINCE. dear dear dear darling you're gonna be my accompaniment tonight. (= woots. anyway. i would like to comment on this issue- TLTM WEEK IS CRAP, COS I FEEL THAT WE HAVE TWICE THE AMOUNT OF WORK OF THAT WE NORMALLY HAVE IN SCHOOL. AND THE NO OF PROJECTS IS MADNESS TOO. WE ONLY GET A STUPID WEEK TO FINISH IT. so why have elearning? it's just rubbish. thursday. a memorable-to-be day. ahhh. *screams* off for dinner. muacks. (omg am i actually saying muacks? how not me. ) 7:06 PM
Monday, July 18, 2005
CAN SOMEONE KIND OUT THERE TELL ME HOW ON EARTH DO YOU OPERATE THE FRIGGING TLTM PAGE? we went to leeyan's house today. SO; i took a bus down to tampines and met up with qian and maine. then we took another bus down to leeyan's house. the bus was awfully frigging smelly. aww. yuck. =/ it's as if it hasnt been cleaned in a million years. well the stench was rather unbearable. eww. we were far earlier than nat and bock. HA. leeyan's house was filled with family portraits. this's something which surprised me LOL because my house has utterly none. -_-" and her parents were so genial, friendly and amicable! leeyan has a nice family i suppose? lucky ass. we got down to work. qian was the extremer. the ultimate workaholic. LOL. when leeyan got shoved out of the chair qian took over and she started typing and typing while we were slacking away. hey but i DID help her. YES I DID IM NOT THAT BAD OKAY. the slackers were shermaine, nat, bock and leeyan. hmm. im hardworking too! cos i brought some of the work back for myself to complete! (rather than those frigging arses who couldnt care less....BENIGN!) and guorui chided qian for doing everything. in the bus. hmm. and qian was like 'NVM I WANT THOSE MARKS TOO'. guorui was =/. i was =\ too. HA. we had roti prata some time in between. BANANA ones! i mean, only nat's and mine. nice! roti prata with a natural tinge of sweetness (provided you dont add sugar). the sugar that shermaine added to hers contained big and fat grains, which i presume that it will get stuck in between those braces, and it might even result in a nasty crack in my teeth. HA. at about 1pm shermaine bock and nat left because they decided to go catch a movie. i was rather caught in the middle cos it was raining and i didnt know if i should accompany qian to AHS or whether if i should go watch movie with them. in the end i chose the latter. so. hmm. i stayed with qian to finish up some leftover work and then we went off. leeyan's mum was nice to have packeted lunch for us. (= took a bus to bedok interchange. if you had left me without an ezlink card in bedok, i would definitely get lost. haha. ehh. then we took mrt to tanah merah. crapped alot. haha. niaoed qian alot. LOL. went to ahs. okay dhs lost. this was like an utter thrashing by nass. -_-" nvm, jiayou DHS there's still next year i believe you all will continue to train even harder? lol. they thrashed by like 60+ points? dots. yeah i assumed they were quite sad (i though guorui was sad too) but nevertheless he was still in his gay mood. but of course he felt bad about losing but he just didnt wanna say it out (cos qian was there. and plus ME, this big gooseberry) hmm. weird world. we stayed for another match. AHS vs TAMPINES. hmm. what can i say? the first half was like neck-to-neck scores. but after that, AHS unleashed its extreme power and they won them about like 11 points? it was a good game. there was a very strong ahs school spirit. hahas. it was super comical. dorts. 7 from ahs is a good player. hahas. the match was a really tough one. indeed. both were good. took a bus back to tampines. hmmm. they both went to walk around tm but i didnt wanna be a big lightbulb so i headed for home. i didnt go home actually. went to hm to walk around. damned sian. tuition was like a 'huh'-ing time. hahas. what the hell is tangent, cosine, sine blah blah yada yada what the shit?! LOL. nvm. and then my parents brought me to buy some durians (YAY AUDDIE!) and i persuaded my dad to get my HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF-BLOOD PRINCE! OMG OMG OMG LOL LOL LOL! are you jealous? (: so near yet so far; lookg at that place far far away. xD 9:57 PM
Sunday, July 17, 2005
HELLO TO ALL AGAIN. YAY- im gonna skip one week of fenzu because tomorrow im gonna devote my time to doing TLTM project and gonna go with qian to watch this undoubtly fatal match: dhs vs nass, which is an obvious defeat for dhs and i really cant take it if i watch it. nevertheless, im still going! and see if what guorui says will come true- if he plays dhs has hope and thats like so egoistical! what a narcassistic! LOL LOL LOL. anyway, i calculated approximately how much my parents spend on my every month. this includes my allowance, tuition fees, bills, dental fees, erhu fees, miscellanous etc etc. and it amounted to a hefty amount of $1100! which is like BLOODY HELL unexpected! but of course this $1100 might have some others adding on, some others which i might have left out. yeap. aint i an expensive child to keep? im expensive! omg. omg. omg. my tuition fees are like $470 per month and im producing lousy grades which dont exceed an average of 70?! (actually it was supposed to be a 70 something, but they didnt add my jap marks in. i worked so hard for that a1!) haha. haha. haha. -_-" some weird person from my class (i shant state who) sms-ed me today. the message reads, 'Hey. What bball should i buy?' i was racking my brains for an answer to that unknown number which i apparently have no inkling who the hell is that. he/she must be one who like bballing and hasnt got a bball (maybe it got involved in a gay accident like mine, pathetic.) and is currently buying one and of course seeking my opinion. right. so i really had absolutely no idea who was it. i ran through the people i knew who liked BBALL but it seems that none of them wanted to get a bball now. and so i asked the 'masked one' who he/she was. the answer shocked me. and i shant state who. HAHA. it's peculiar and i told him/her OMG ROTFLMAO are you XXX from 2A or are you an imposer? dont kid me! you're kidding! -I HAVE NO EVIL INTENTIONS MIND YOU- xD and i was rather evil to tell him/her that a bball could cost up to a 100 bucks, which apparently freaked him/her out. LOL LOL LOL. -_-" OKAY auddie I AGREE THAT WE BOTH NEED A HAIRCUT so someday we'll go have our haircuts alright alright alright. stop reminding me cos i always remind myself everyday whenever im looking at my other self in the mirror or when the wind blows, &the cradle will rock. haha haha haha. *my hair is messy, i cant stand it. shit* yay since my attitude is rated 5 stars (or rather 5 SMILEYS) on friendster today, it means that i have a very high and gay mood today and it's really rather true! well i shall kill the freaking birds with one stone then. gonna do up my blog a little more. like adding details that you wouldnt ever notice and doing homework and looking for information for tomorrow's project! yo yo, turn up the radio blast your stereo right now this joint is fizzzzling, it's sizzzzling, right. "Paradoxically, though it may seem, it is none the less true that life imitates art far more than art imitates life." Beneath the masks and uniforms we are issued for school and work, we harbour dreams, powers and dramas that make us unique, but we hide our differences, our private selves, to go along and get along. Whether a mask is worn for a practical or a narcissistic reason, the undeniable truth is that mask wearing is a more common practice than we might admit or realise. DO YOU BELIEVE I WROTE THIS? TAG ON MY BOARD AND TELL ME YOU BELIEVE THAT I WROTE THIS. HAHA. 9:12 PM
HELLO TO ALL. i realised this skin aint that bad hohoho. i like it! my self-designed skin after so many 'years' of having no fantastic idea what on earth to create for my skin. and after 'years' of downloading skins im not contented with. yay. whee. xD hmm. i guess i wont be going for dazu on friday bacause of Eforum so joy to the world hurreh! (: but i think after Eforum we're gonna do our project. we're gonna chiong. yeah. rarh. rarh. rarh. i gave up on my MASKS expository essay when i didnt even try to attempt the daunting question. -_-" whee. i feel much better today. (: 12:04 PM
Saturday, July 16, 2005
i read youbao's old blog. hmm wonder where she moved to. =/ is it true that teachers read students' blogs? LOL. rarh. i dont wanna move again, but i hope they dont chance upon mine! anyway, i dont offend the teachers here. i dont hold any grudge against them. this blog, is about my life and when im on a high and gay streak and when im sinking into a deep low i will come and vent it out. well, since it's a maybe that teachers are reading this, i better not blog too openly. HA. 11:57 PM
okay okay i was frustrated today but after that short period of 'depression' i got over it and decided to make a new skin. xD SO HOW'S THIS NEW ONE? (it's rather gay so pardon me) ahhh i will try to perfect it tomorrow or what-so-ever day cos it's TLTM week on monday and YAY i will have the perfect excuse to be glued to the computer every day 24 hours! whee. (: anyway i'll still be have co practices on this coming monday and friday and this totally wrecks my schedule. OH DAMNED I JUST REALISED SOMETHING REALLY BAD. 2A's EFORUM will be on friday, 11am. so do i have this WONDERFUL excuse to pon co because of that? it's dazu on friday. damned! i rather dazu than fenzu. rarh. shall planning my next move on this endless chessboard. i'll be at my wits end and at the verge of the wooden plate with nothing to grab on, nothing at all to hold on. ahh. then LETGO will just materialise. and they will live happy ever after with the party-wreaker gone. RIGHT? (i must ban vulgarities someday. wanna put things in a nicer way so as to not offend anyone) YAY OKAY AT LEAST THE YEAR IS ENDING! oh not really. 5 months left. 2 months of holiday. so, 3 months. another 3 months of overwhelming tolerance. BYE-` 11:36 PM
uhh. frankly speaking, i dont mind it anymore! hmm. let nature take its course? i will just pretend to be oblivious and be the extra person instead of but i still feel bad. it's a natural process. lalala. im trying to cheer up. (: OKAY YOU OFFICIALLY DONT LIKE ME THEN DONT FUCKING TALK TO ME AND TRY TO SALVAGE IT COS NOTHING YOU DO WILL WORK NOW IM LIKE A HEARTLESS COLD-HEARTED CREATURE YOU ARE JUST TRYING TO RID ME BUT I DONT CARE DONT CARE DONT CARE I WONT BE AFFECTED SINCE ALL OF THIS IS JUST HYPOCRITICAL JUST GET OUT MY SIGHT YOU FUCKER. DONT EVEN ATTEMPT I AINT GONNA MOVE YOU ASS YOU JUST RUINED MY LIFE. suck your fucking ass you fucker. see. i just vent it all out. and im 6:18 PM
DUNKS & THOSE UTTERLY COOL SHOES. let's look at some incredible shoes and dunks today. (: DUNKS  Nike Womens Dunk Low (Independence Day Edition) do i like them? they're still alright but not mytype!  Nike Dunk Low nice. guys' dunks. brown is nice.  Nike Dunk Low NL also for guys. darker shade of brown.  Nike Dunk High SB definitely for guys. but no harm looking at it. black and pink are good colours.  Nike Womens Dunk Low Euro oh i like! wear with bermudas or long pants or jeans will be nice.  Nike Dunk Low Asia Exclusive cute.  Nike Womens Dunk Low for girls. i dont like pink though!  Nike Dunk SB Low (Cinco De Mayo Edition) reminds me of a country flag. AIR FORCE  Nike Air Force 1 Japanese Low Canvas air forces look similar to dunks. this is nice. i like the light brown.  Nike Womens Air Force 1 Low cool.  Nike Air Force 180 cute colours.  Nike Air Force 1 Low (Philly Edition) notbad.  Nike Air Force 1 Low (Mardi Gras Edition) this looks hip and trendy. but abit funny.  Nike Air Force 1 Low (Harlem Edition) this is nice. but a little too plain.  Nike Air Force 1 Low (Easter Edition) easter! yeah really reminds me of easter day.  Nike Air Force 1 Low (Green Camouflage) i reckon this suits guys better. nice green and the camouflage design is rather in too.  Nike Air Force 1 Low LA (Mr Cartoon) this looks not bad. nice with long and baggy pants. SHOX  Nike Women Shox R4 nice.  Nike Women Shox Legend i like! funky yellow.  Nike Shox Cognescenti pink is popular but i dont like pink. this shoe's design is what attracts me.  Nike Womens Shox Turb OZ (white/silver/orange) I LIKE THIS! it has a streak of orange, which is utter perfection. but the colour white is too common a colour.  Nike Shox Turb OZ (ice blue/navy/silver) it's not bad. the blue is alittle too out of place.  Nike Womens Shox Dendara (pink/grey) (: nice design. MORE VARIETIRES  Nike Women's City Knife nice if you're donning bermudas. really cool shoes.  Nike Free 5.0 looks good for running. fresh and weird colours is the current trend.  Nike Sprint Sister see the colours? FRESH AND VIBRANT. this is nice if you have long, tanned and nice-shaped legs.  Nike Janastar Waffle RED IS A HIP COLOUR NOW, for shoes. this is similar to the one i wanna buy.  Nike Freetrail 5.0 do you agree that this suits qian? YES!  Nike Freetrail 5.0 i like the colours. nice. the design is unique. this is the same as the one above. but i find that this suits me better.  Puma TX300 it's superb when you match it with VJC'S uniform. YEAH?  ASICS GEL-1100™ JUNIOR (CN505) WOAH. i really like ASICS' shoes. nice nice nice. of course there are other colours to choose from. but this is one perhaps okay for school? (:  ASICS GEL-SPEEDSTAR™ (TN541) funky yellow lyte shoe. yellow is another popular colour for shoes now.  Adidas Lightstrike nice even tinge of red.  Superstar 2G Steel bball shoes! does shermaine have a similar pair?  Cypher nice.  Climacool Nacea nice on a professional runner's feet. SHOES GALORE! :D im currently enjoying mark and spencer's choc chip from england! ehh my mum's boss bought it from england! OMG IT REALLY ROCKS! <33. 11:31 AM
Friday, July 15, 2005
it was sad. =( dhs guys lost. and hello? mr guorui wasnt even sad. -_-" stupid gay! ehh he even went to qian's house to drink soup after qian's mum asked him to go. SI GAY! hmm. looks like dhsbball really really gotta polish their skills and train super hard even if it takes burning their souls under the scorching sun if they wanna be champs for next year? GOOD LUCK. (: hmm today was like OKAY. anyway, i shant let that matter bother me anymore because i've decided it's like totally fated! OMG. >< tsk. though i cant deny the undeniable fact that it really disturbs me to the extreme that i wanna blow my top and start hurling vulgarities at everyone and being super ap and pissing every single arse in my sight and giving that black face of mine. what for? i looked around me today and realised that i still have my friends around me. so, yeah. ehh why i finally conclude that it is fated: -i did a test today and i told god if what i asked was fated then yeah the thing i stated would come true and it did. so, i really surrender. -so many things have occurred and they are all SO coincidental and how can that be ALWAYS so coincidental? it's rather impossible if you really list all the events out and compare. it's just so..COINCIDENTAL. shat. i cant but i have to. but i still have others around. (: anyway, i hope i can get into the same class as feltay next year. (: yay that will be so fun! YAY. shall opt for the same stream as her. but must be something that i would not detest too. DUH! did my speech today. it was gay. -_-" dont believe ask those gays in my class. lol. then after school qiannie, auddie and i took 196 to vjc. went with them to hand in the forms. i mean, i didnt apply. so im REALLY gonna take dhp. i can officially bid farewell to my chance of studying in vjc. BYE-` we then took 31 to tanah merah. and we went to ahs. qian and guorui are the gayest couple i have ever seen in my entire life so far. -_-" ehh. ate at their canteen and then went to watch dhs v.s. cchms match. LOST. kinda sad. dhs gives others this gay impression that we are lousy noobs who are lousy in everything except music and studies. (im referring to GOD, not me..) oh i heard that cchms was the national champs last year. IS IT TRUE? -_-" I DIDNT KNOW! rarh. hmm. and nass was 2nd. i didnt know too. so was ri the 3rd? im not sure too. -.-" woah okay. for today's match dhs lost about 20+ points. anyway. no.6 from cchms is super good. he was the guy nat and i saw at kembangan cc during the holidays. ehh. the one who chopped 7 consecutive 3 pointers in a row. it's kinda scary. SUPER GOOD. DAMNED GOOD. then stayed for a while to watch nass v.s. manjusri match. nass is good. they looked better than cchms. as in their skills looked more polished and their players look more like good players than cchms. i didnt know if manjusri or nass was better so i thought it was a rather tough match. but apparently nass is super hiong and super good. ehh. when we went off the score was 35-06. gay. auddie and i took mrt together. went for tuition. was falling asleep in the midst of facing gazillions of mathematic questions wout my calculator! so i wasnt able to find the square roots for every question and the feeling was pekchek. the teacher was super slack and boring too. rarh. hate the friday class. i was thinking, when i move (i think it should be most probably) to around buona vista area, i will really miss hougang. it's like as if my childhood is removed from my life. hmm. my childhood friends, pri sch friends and good friends are all living in hougang. hmm. i was telling feltay that im sad, really sad that if the thing about me moving far far away transforms into reality someday. like im so distanced away from everything. sadness. everything will be not a stone's throw away anymore, it will be a long mrt ride away. SAD! I HATE YOU MTHAFUCKING BITCH! EWW I CANT WAIT FOR EVERYTHING TO BE OVER! 9:09 PM
Thursday, July 14, 2005
i wanted to chiong my homework today. but it seems like the plan backfired. =/ aye. damned. i have a ton of math corrections dued tmr, geog article dued tmr as well, science theory wb dued tmr too, that piece of math worksheet which im uncertain if its supposed to be handed up tmr and still got a few more that i cant recall. rarh. i was busy polishing my erhu skills just now. my zh's too. (= ehh. i practised for like 1 damned gay hour! slightly more than that. hmm. i can finally play that lianxiqu, which is like ultra gay and pissifying. and. stalking people is fun right? especially if TWO people go stalking ONE person that person will think those two people are highly retarded asses and what on earth do they want from that person?! ehh. hmm. i wnna stalk but got someone's reluctant! it'll be so gay man. damned. im going shopping one of these days, but unsure what we're shopping for. lunch as well. (= cool alright. this coming tuesday and thursday will still have japanese lessons. tuesday got ca4, how suay. =S baa. oh shit. who loves eating durians? i know! AUDDIE! ME!! yay. i ate SO much durians just now omfg i was so bloody full and i regretted. anyway, there were still some leftover so i shall chiong home after going to vjc tmr to have them! (x AUDDIE DONT JEALOUS! :) ehh. im SO hooked to durians, especially bittersweet ones, THE TASTE OF HEAVEN; THE TOUCH OF SANCTUARY; THE FEELING OF TANTALISATION! lol im getting gay and carried away here. -_-" if you gave me a chance, i would. I WOULD. I WOULD! if i had the chance I WOULD it's the end but a new beginning. 11:34 PM
JUMP. TWIST. CRACK. OUCH. i loved this process. -_-" tsk. okay it was a mere 6-8 steps and yay i got it screwed. but it aint that pain. it feels rather stiff though. so i shall heck about it and just put on an ankle guard. who cares? geog test. well im gonna fail. =( it's not very hard but im of a lousy standard so SIGHS. then i didnt got called up for speech today. like what my intuition was telling me. lucky. hmm so i guess mine should be tomorrow or some other gay day? then today had third lang. damned we were so gay in the canteen. oh shit. -_-" i was so evil and mean man. ahhhh. i cant remember the rest. as in, what happened today. i threw them away ahaha! this is good. NONCHALENCE PLUS PRETENDING TO BE OBLIVIOUS ?! yay.at least i succeeded? (= ehh i liked your postcard, THANKS DUDE! <33you damned. am i saying it too obviously? SHIT. im feeling super frank now. why should i bottle up? WHEE! FUCK YOU MTHAFKG ASS YOU SUCK MY ENTIRE LIFE YOU BITCH HELL BE WITH YOU IF YOU DONT LIKE ME JUST TELL ME STRAIGHT IN THE FACE I WONT MIND. 5:59 PM
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
OH WTF IT WAS JUST SIMPLY BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD. what can i say? TODAY SUCKS AND IT REALLY SUCKED I FELT SUPER SUCKY AND THE WEATHER WAS HORRIFYINGLY SUCKAYE AS WELL! my parents were having a serious discussion this morning in the car on the way to school. it was about the future. ehh. so they're planning to move to the west before i graduate to sec4 cause dhs is moving to former rjc. so, i think 99% moving. haaaaa. DONT MISS ME HAHA! actually im rather reluctant to move cos i like living in hougang alot! been here for 14 years already, of course. but i'll be back in 2009, the same old house, when dhs moves back. then if i get into NUS i'll move to the west once and for all and stay there for good. HA. this is what my parents are planning. WEST. oman. i think i will feel weird. =/ so i think i would be moving at the end of next year or so? (: hey jason i'll be joining you soon then? ha. today clarence was sick, he had a fever and blahblahblah sicknesses. hmm. and rmb that my thumb's still pain? so for erhu mary let us off on account of our 'faultiness'. (x we play until like shit she was like still smiling sweetly at us. HA. so lucky. this friday no co! MEANING I CAN GO HOME AND SLACK :D okay today was super sucky and super detestable so i have no intention to blog about it. GEOG TEST TOMORROW. oh man. and where am i at now? NOTHING. ha. and PERSUASIVE SPEECH. do you think ms wee will 'accidentally' call my register no? (YES) i wish i was the one sick instead of clarence so can pon school tmr. (: but must go for jap lessons still lah. bleah! im going offline for GOOD in 5 mins time. shall reply testi and crap a little more and then it's seriously down to work fullstop. damn. i really AM giving up. on EVERYTHING. it seems that im threatened with a gazillion no. of sharp needles. HELL BE WITH YOU! 8:29 PM
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
sugarrush; you're the most bitter candy i tasted. i finished persuasive speech! (= and i really seriously need to visit the doctor one of these days cos my nail on my left thumb is like in excruciating pain. i wonder what on earth happened to it. =\ ehh. hmm. i hope i get a bandage as well. (: then i can have a wonderful excuse for co practices and also pe, cos im just simply plain lazy. rarh. i cant straighten my stupid thumb, it feels stiff and sore. =( boo. finger guard doesnt help either. it adds to more trouble cos when i typed on my hp my big and bulky finger guard will tap on 2 keys when i only intend to press one. aww. anyway it's not fair not fair not fair. )x boo. *you know* hai. i was picturing my next four years in dhs. dhp. well sad to say im rather excited. *can skip o levels(=* why im excited. -change of uniform : i wonder how it looks like. -moving to former rjc : this is 100% cool. gena and i can return home together. (: -change of cca : I WOULD! ^^ (damned i hope junmin doesnt read this..) -dont have to conform with rules : (: does it mean we would be like having those kinda jc rules? i.e. skirts can be above knee, coloured shoes and socks, do ur hairdo whatever you want it to be. I HOPE SO. (mr sng i know you're nice right.) ETC. obviously now i dont know what dhp has in hold for me right? but one thing- WE'RE GONNA HAVE SO MUCH OF CHINESE. and i suck. damned. does this signify the end? if it is im gonna let go- 9:51 PM
DAMN. im so tired today. i was late for school. but i didnt get booked. (= i slipped into school. so gay. d&t was not bad. did my gay clock. haha. maybe i will consider keeping it for myself rather than giving it away since im the one who put in hard work for it? wangwang was super suay. she was already at the last process and hers broke. lol. 3 periods wasted. art was fun today. did our painting. mine looked gay. yes it did. painting is fun if you dont take it that seriously. like painting random things and any-o-how you want it wout having to apply any techniques. yay. oyay i didnt fail my math! got a 20+. (: today we had lab lesson for physics. rainbows. cool. :D did experiments. mr gan chin koon is gay. mr. gck. haha. he's seriously not the kind of teachers i like. like quite ckp type. mad arse. =X i paid attention in jap today. rare. feltay didnt come. today the class was super empty. think got about 10 people only? dnt know where the rest died to. haha. the relief teacher smelled strongly of perfume. i could even smell it from where i was seated. woah. but she's quite chio. haaa. OMG NAT GOT DUPED BY ME HAHAHAHA! YOU GAY! I SHALL GO AROUND SCARING PPLE SINCE NAT AND I ARE EVIL AND WE'RE SO GENIUS TO COME UP WITH THIS FABBY IDEA?! *EVIL DUO* (= hello kanpokky is GAY 100% gay?! so is wangwang. lol. ANYWAY. JIAYOU NATTY! ADD OIL NATTY! JIAYOU AUDDIE! ADD OIL AUDDIE! (= arent you guys touched? -.-" 6:29 PM
Monday, July 11, 2005
I MADE UP MY MIND. yes. i feel damned confident of my decision. well im not gonna change it anymore. i hate to be fickle-minded. why. intuition. i want my future to be at the zenith. at the top. TOP. i want to be rich and wealthy. (= i want to make mega bucks and buy a big house and a cool car and boast it to everyone. -.-" haha. of course that's one side of it. i guess it wont be that bad yeah? dhp. not that bad. mr sng gave us a briefing today. we're gonna change uniform in year 5. we're not gonna conform with those rules that were established for dhs. as in, we're gonna be like a normal jc with those kinda rules. THERE. i entrust my future in dhp. hahas. (: i know some of you arses will be sad. (I DUNNO!) HA. like you all were like 'WHY YOU DONT APPLY??' i wont get in anyway. why waste money. anyway, i think i have to visit the sinseh sooner or later cos my thumb is like OUCH OUCH OUCH. i cant type my sms with my left thumb now! i cant play my erhu and zhonghu properly! rarh. cos it's pain. PAIN. it's not gonna recover. i hope i bandage it and i get excused from co and maybe practically everything! (= ehh today fenzu ended late. sian. gena was nice to wait for me. around 6 then end? i mean, near 6. yeap. went to compasspoint with her. get some stuffs. popular. then went to walk around and went home. dinner. i didnt go for tuition cos of stupid fenzu. damned i hate the friday class' teacher! poland is much bettter. SHAT im gonna pia my homework later. :( 9:42 PM
Sunday, July 10, 2005
shat. im a demanding person. converse shoes, $79.90 nike jana road women, $139 basics, $90+ adidas women perfume, $22 adidas cushioned liner, $15 adidas praiton shopper, $49 billabong bag, $59.90 billabong jacket, $79.90 that cool nike shoe, NOT SURE. AND YES. IM BROKE. HA. these are some things i saw and liked today. i think i wont buy the billabong stuffs. i seriously need new and good shoes. SHOES. DUNKS. ALL I WANT. you want to sponsor me? (: 9:56 PM
the more i think, the more sucky i feel. so i try not to think about it i mean, i wont think about anything except my studies and my future for now. i must think of the ip programmes. hahaha. im lucky. i think i would certainly skipping the o levels and hopping on through train. i mean, dhp is my backup. so when my vjc application fails, no fret i still have my dhp to fall on! isnt that something great? i wont be taking o levels for sure. so i shouldnt worry too much. (= anyway. im like half done with my essay. yay. there are many things in my mind i wanna say them out i wont scream neither will i shout i will just tell you straight in the face but now i wont talk i wont breathe i will keep my mouth shut patience is a virtue so is keeping my mouth shut staying away from problems attempting to make everything peaceful but failing each and every single time shat. you know every time i calm this side down the other side comes rippling with waves and my problems are told but no one understands my life aint peaceful and do you know i hate to be manipulated i hate every single happiness cos they are all shortlived so what for? i rather have none. 9:25 PM
Saturday, July 09, 2005
11 arses cladded in yellow dhs sec 2 level camp 2005 tee-shirts were seen strolling casually at the back of the snaking queue at a jogathon today. they were walking happily when ms tan bee hong came along pedalling her bicycle and scolded them for walking. so they started running and overtook many people. stopping once again after running for a while, they spotted ms tan bee hong coming along again so they scurried away quickly and then ended up running half of the jogathon after slacking after lagging for half of it. the 11 arses got separated. in the end, four dimwits were running side-by-side and neck-to-neck, overtaking many slackers who were strolling like they did for the first half of the jogathon and pushing them away with an unsincere moan that sounds like 'sorry'. (= - stupid jogathon! practically a waste of time! went cycling after that. we had a tough time getting the two-people bike going. it's because the bike we were using was rather faulty. the pedals. i had a nasty fall. not really fall, but rather the bike fell on my leg and i got a graze there. see, it's swollen. aww. red. i applied some antiseptic cream just now. then we had to walk to somewhere. rather far. haaa. took 196 to marine parade. well i didnt really know exactly how to get home from ecp. but seems like i managed to! (x jing nat and i went to eat something. the auntie was really damned kb. i waited so bloody long for my order and the person cook wrongly. but i dnt mind eating that. just felt a little pissed. walked around. went giant to get my strawberry yoghurt. (: met yanling and her friends. then i also met khaiqi and some other co seniors downstairs. LOL. nat went off and jing and i went to popular. went to get her naruto manga. took 135. slept on the bus. empty bus. how shuang issit. i felt a little awkward today. i was only carrying my ez link card, a few coins, my comb, and the towel that they gave us. i didnt bring my hp and wallet along. no didum either. =S that's why i slept on the bus. it was a long ride. i wasnt really sure where i was heading to. ehh then i alighted somewhere and took 147 home. i met huiyi opposite my house. she stays opposite me! LOL! persuasive speech. vip essay. DO YOU THINK I CAN MAKE IT.? here's a nice cheer i learnt yesterday. *-*-*-*-*-*-* F U C K O F F ******* lemme kick your ass! PS. * is to cover the identity of a school. i love this cheer! i came across this in friendster. Life is a gift and you gotta learn to live it if you believe in loveyou gotta learn to give it Tryin' to find someone who's kind is hard to do You want the love but you really don't know what to do You're just afraid of someone breaking your heart You never learned to live you gave up from the start You felt the pain but it made you strong So remember no matter what you will go on (= when some things are better off unlearnt, dont ever ask. i've decided not to initiate anything. LET NATURE TAKE ITS COURSE. i'm me. i'm not you. I'M ME. i hate me. i hate you too. alienation. when will my doomsday arrive? 6:20 PM
Friday, July 08, 2005
rarh. IM A FICKLE-MINDED ARSE! today dhs announced full school ip. is that something worthed celebrating? we must consider first. DHP looks so gloomy and sinister. VIP looks so bright and full of sunshine. but i know i wont be qualified for VIP, considering my qualifications and i have no niche areas, my english is lousy, my chinese is perfectly rubbish, my math is like snowballing into a gazillion number of question marks and you all know my science is like UGH. plus my iq is like zilch. so you tell me how. HOW. i hate living in singapore. ABHORRING SINGAPORE! actually when mr sng announced dhs is going for a full school ip prog, i was like relieved and i was like determined to take dhp. rarh. then i went for vjc's open house and i TOTALLY CHANGED MY STUPID MIND. what i really need is somewhere i can fit in easily, somewhere i feel comfortable in, somewhere where i LIKE. not dhs. we're all DYING to get our arses a millimetre outta dhs. haha! i officially dont like chinese (i dont hate it i guess!) and DHP is like CHINESE mostly and how can i fit in then???????? TELL ME TELL ME TELL ME! i am awed. VIP. i really AM dying to get in. i really want to don the creamy-colored uniform and have a blast studying there. (: for now. it's either DHP the unpromising or VIP the vibrant. DO YOU THINK I WILL BE ACCEPTED? i am so no good at everything. IF. im accepted into the VIP, i would go for it. im not accepted into the VIP, i would STOP COMPLAINING and accept my fate that i belong to the cheena dhp? i dont like the thought of that. i think i will have nightmares tonight. - i saw teo, serene, yvonne at vjc. many many dunmanians. see how tough the competition is? i dont stand a single chance! :( jason told me to go for vip. i mean, give it a shot. rather than dhp. I AGREE! anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you!~ you're 19 right? old already. ahh. have fun in NS! -.-" when can i have my car ride since you said you're getting driving license last time? HAHA.! OK YES IM STILL APPLYING!! 8:16 PM
Thursday, July 07, 2005
OMG DAVID BECKHAM IS SO HOT. (: i went for syf concert just now. dhs- i reckon it's still the best among the 3 sec schools. critiques. nygh- hand super hard when playing erhu. gongfa wrong. see already very blur. rvhs- same thing. rarh. not loud. hcco was GOOOOOD i must say. really good. very very good. njcco was still alright. dhsco is still the BEST! haha. can you imagine me sitting there playing my zhonghu?? i doubt you can. lol. if i leave dhs for vjc i would regret because of dhsco and i would not regret because i hate dhp and i hate chinese. so im caught in the middle. nevertheless, i will still apply! fate is capricious so you'll never know. &one really impt thing. i think dhsco deserves the TOP sec sch co in syf. the reason why nygh got the gwh award as well is because their hu-s are of top quality and therefore the sound that it produces is obviously better and more solid. their basic skills are like..not very good. dhsco's one is much better. but it's a pity we're rather poor and cant afford expensive instrus. TADA- so we're still better, the BEST if we exchange instrus with nygh. yeah. we finally did lit skit today. it didnt turn out very well. u know. i hate mr. napolean. can you just get lost, scram and make yourself lost in the middle of nowhere. the sight of you irks me. ewww. it was a blessing in disguise that i went to the toilet at the right time. i dont know what you have up on your sleeve but im sure it's nothing good. you are a total fat arse and i hope you can keep your big fat sausage mouth S.H.U.T. thank you. (= i've decided to spend time with my erhu. when my thumb and hu-kou is feeling better. i've decided that basketball is useless to me. just a hobby of mine. why should i pursue my basketball dream which is utterly impossible? rarh. just a waste of time. i dont get anything if i can play good basketball. i mean, i dont see a good future in basketball. sigh. okay i just play for fun and to exercise. that's my reason i play basketball. anyway i suck in it so no point. blah. audrey chua and someone i cant rmb said i should quit co and join bball last time, but i dont see a need in that. since i held my pen and wrote these two words "Chinese Orchestra" on the '1st Option' blank, it seems like im just fated for co. im no good in music though but if i work hard i think i can make it? since i chose to give the basketball audition a miss, it seems like im just not for basketball, no matter how good or lousy i am. ha. no point regretting cause what has done cant be undone so i'll just give my best shot? (all these is gay. -.-") i need SLEEP but my math test has yet to be revised. actually, i would rather not learn about anything rather than learn about everything. you just dont get the agony and sadness i feel i guess. it's alright- i can take it. a few more months and everything's gonna be over. (: 11:09 PM
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